Paint~The~Sky~With~Stars

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 16:08:05 GMT

its offical and i couldnt be happier!!
**11-19**

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 02:12:04 GMT

going home tomorrow!! yay! seeing joe like whoa... things are good and we will see what happens...

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 23:20:54 GMT

Well i havent updated this is a while so here goes. The summer was def a learning experience. A lot of work but a lot of getting to know who i am in a management position. I def have to learn a few things. I did get an offer for next summer and currently the GM is working on a prosal for when i graduate. So yeah. School hasnt been to bad. Have 4061 and i actually thought the class would be worse adn it totally isnt. Actually its pretty fun and everyone works together and pulls through. Soc and lit are pretty boring but what can you do...

Cali was fucking amazing. drank the whole time i was there. had these drinks called crackhouse omg amazing! of course had the orginal adios mother fucker there. tasty. got to know a lot of ashleys friends and even became friends with the owner and bartenders of St. Nicks. Also went to The Abbey, cantinos, melrose, rodeao, saw where pretty women was filled, hollywood sign form really really far away and did u know they dont have lights on the hollywood sign who does that??, hollywood bvld.. which i got tattooed on!!!! yep got another tattoo. its stars on my lower back. looks awsome and it def hurt. i saw the chinnese theater, rose bowl, Andy Dick, st. monica pier, mailbu, vence beach.. soo much and had a blast. Would love to go back there just to escape reality.

Ok so for other news.. i have a guy in my life... hes fucking amazing. We have been talking for over a month and we finally met the other day and it was awsome!! His name is joe and he is from New Milford. He went to Leheigh University in PA and has a BA in Math. He works for an accounting firm. He totally smart, down to earth, kind, sweet everything i could ask for in a guy. When we met the other night we went to dinner and then talked till 1 30 and yeah... it was a wonderful time. We seem to click well and hes not nuts. We talk almost every night. He is family oriented. He likes cats. Its just really good. Ohh and hes taller than me!! and 24. I know we are going to get together over thanksgiving break cause i have almost 2 weeks off. yay! i hope to hang out with him before that tho... cross fingers...

teresa 21st b-day!!

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 23:31:00 GMT

teresa and jill

part of the crew

jill carol tersa matt

matt and teresa

teresa's first shot ever!

teresa second drink.

teresa what happened to only having one drink?

celebrating teresa's b-day!

pics!

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 04:35:56 GMT

me!!

lizzie, me mike

lizzie and me

where they filmed pretty women

caroline and me at Venice beach

me at Venice beach

Ash Mauritizo and me

me martin and ash

me carlos ash

tattoo shop on hollywood blvd where i got a new tattoo.. dont tell mom

jonney depp's handprints

caroline ash me 2nd night out in cali

More to come from cali!!

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 14:33:50 GMT

went out with jen and candi last night good times! we went to the usual chilis and had our drinks. dont have to work today. I am so tired of working at that place already. i think its the immature people that work there that make it so difficult to deal with. Well just wanted to make a point of interest of what was going on.

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 22:46:47 GMT

yeah its been awhile. Nothing exciting going on.
Points of interest:
~ taking classes third trimester so no internship
~ dropping a class this trimester due to having so many classes last yr adn need enough for third tri.
~ only going to class 2 days this trimester!!
~ buying plane tickets for cali tomorrow i think...
~ its hot as balls out
~ i cant wait to go to provi and party
~ i cant wait for work to be over!!! i am so sick and tired of the same thing day in and day out.
~ mike is leaving for vegas on sunday!
who else feels stuck in a rut!?
OK i think thats it.

quick update

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 20:13:35 GMT

~ been working like whoa.
~ over budget and let em tell u dealing with a country club when u are over budget by 63 hrs which translates to about 1000.00+ and have to make it up within the next week or so and it is kinda ur fault cause u didnt make people punch out for breaks can be kinda stressfull. But al least i know now that u have to literly have to fight for money at these board meetings.
~ going to provi soon!! yay!!
~ going to cali to visit ashley in oct
~ learning a lot at work
~ got a loan for next yr yay can go to school now!
~ and thats about it

home and such

Wed, 25 May 2005 20:50:55 GMT

So its been almost a week since i have been home. home is great if i spent more time then just sleeping there.

Tumble Brook is going well. Tons of hrs. At first i thought it was gonna be a lot but now as i am getting used to it i dont mind the whole manageing people thing. Its kinda fun. I met my crew last night and they all seem to be good kids. Most of them are in HS and a handful of them in college. I met the dude cooks today and all of them seem awsome and they all go to college! 1 is a freshmen and going to PC (providence college) so we have something in common. One goes to a school that begins with an H and one is a senior at Uconn. Not Bad. What do we all have in common... drinking! haha. of course. Opening day is this weekend and i finally have a day off on Sunday. then i have to pull a 13-14 hr day on mon but thats ok casue i have time and half on mon! soooo excited.

Umm yeah... lets see what have i done since i been home... I saw bethy adn her b/f. very cute together and he fits in quite well. i hope to hang out with them more. had lunch with jen and saw mark! excited! yep i sure was. Then candi and i finally found some time to hang out with our opposite schedules. Got some ice cream adn had good times talking. Gotta def do more of that!

So what do i miss?? I miss my gay boyfriend like whoa. the weekends just arent the same... haha. I miss carrie. She was in boston this weekend but i couldnt go casue i was working. Me and that girl need to catch up! Talked to ash toay and everything for co-op is good for her so she wont be returning till nov. from hollywood. and of course the craziness that goes on between joanie and i. I hope nantucket gets more exciting!

Well i hope to actually start unpaking today since i dont have to be at work till 11 tomorrow. Ohh and i got my hairs cut today thank god cause my hair was frizzing like whoa! Well i am off!

pics!

Wed, 18 May 2005 23:11:04 GMT

Taking Blow Job Shots off the railing

Mellie and Sean at the BBQ

Meuller,Sunny and Lizze at the BBQ

Mike by Gay Boyfriend!

Ash and I at walmart.. dont we look cute! haha

We dont beileve in alcohol abuse even if that means licking it off the ground.. hahaha

Me licking whip cream off of mike... i think he is enjoying it way to much

candi, mike, joan and me.. a little drunk... yep!

Me and joanie at the BBQ

Mike and I at the BBQ

Candi, mike, joanie and me

Devirginizing Joanie by going to federal hill

Comming to an end....

Wed, 18 May 2005 04:53:03 GMT

Well my third year of college is comming to an end and its amazing. I think this year has been one of the best years of college. From my roomates, the apartment, people i have meet this year, candi's endless visits and turning 21! There are so many things that happened this year that i wouldnt change for anything cause they contributed to who i am right now sitting here typing this.
Now for a re-cap:

First trimester- was very interesting.. didnt really know anyone in the house so b/c of that i missed out on bonding with the boys sooner and just hanging out. Started talking to ash at the end of oct and i also started Party City at the beginning of Oct. This is around the same time when things with pete started to decline. But then thats when things with derek started to pick up and he made me realize a lot. Thanksgiving vaca was fucking awsome. Thats when derek and i hung out and had awsome times... then i said goodbye to pete on nov 28th. Also during Oct i think.... thats when we had the huge kegger and the downstairs got tickets and other shit went down. Still entertaining times. Ohh also met richie during the beginning but yeah he wasnt for me.

Second trimester- Candi visits. this coule of been her second visit but i am not sure. Have first fight with roomies. New years eve, that was one fucked up night. Went to remis and then some how got the owner to let us into to Ultra. Watched casey puke on herself and ash pee on the sidewalk. Then a stupid asshole and his so called fiance come up later on so they could sleep over... yeah that was fucking bullshit and i fucking hate his guts. Man if i ever run into them... Of course drank to much that night and puked all day the next day. Thank god for candi. Met ryan during this tri but he just wasnt for me either... Of course this trimester seems the longest. Started hanging out with the boys more nad got involved with pot. yeah not a good thing. Smoked a few times but ended it casue i dont need that shit. Went out with john (upstairs) to remis and def got to know each other better. At some point i introduced them to candi. Have another few parties, me and ash fight and the boys ended up leaving for co-op. Miss them like whoa. Made friends with lorie and michelle.

Third trimester- one of the fucking best trimesters ever! I turned 21! Messed around with John (MA) sucki sucki.. candi and joan should know what that means. Drank alcohol before 12. took alcohol to class. Bought a grill and grill on the porch not knowing it could burn down the house. Took blow job shots off the railing. Joined CMAA. Met mike.. my gay boyfriend. Got a job at a country club. Made it threw a 1 hr and 1/2 interview. drank obscene amounts of alcohol. Met lesely and just missed a fight with flashlights and everything. Had a BBQ where so many people came and i slept with candi and mike that night. Got used to sleeping with a boy on weekends. Got closer with ash. Mike came to visit and rekindled feelings. Downstairs had a BBQ and there is no such thing as alcohol abouse you will lick it off the ground! haha. Went to the gay bar and a gay dude gave me his phonenumber. Found a place that makes adios motherfuckers. Finally am comfortable around gavin. Got candi to come up even on a school night! Met and hing out with ashes friends rachel, christina, rob, craig, and a few others i cant remember. JImmy eat world and TBS concert will mellie! and Partied our fucking asses off!

i cant beleive its almost over. I know i have been saying omg i cant wait to end classes but it seems so final. Even tho i am staying here for next year, i still had to pack up and come home. I think its good that all of us are going out seperate ways this summer. We get to grow and have new experiences and then come back and tell them to each other. So many people and things have contributed to me and what has happened.

~candi. for always wanting to come up and listen to me for hours on end, willing to come to provi to drink on a school night. Yeah sipping champagne on my apartment porch and watching drug deals go down. Also realizing that 4 letter names are bad news!!!

~Derek. I can just smile and u know what i am thinking. one guy who i have an unexplained connection with on so many levels. You have made me realize so much and half the time if there wasnt you...

~The roomies.. joanie and lizzie- ohh between all the laughs and tears, the stories of dudes and the shady car. umm its been an unbelieveable year and thanks for putting up with me.

~Jennie- one girl whos knows it all and i mean knows it all u know every last detail and still hasnt change our love for our friendship. Thanks for being there even at 4 in the morning.

~Ash- one crazy bitch. Learned a lot about myself and other people and how to have fun.. even when the funds are low. Hope hollywood is fun and miss ya!

~Mike- my gay boyfriend. So glad we clicked and met each other. The past month or so have been awsome and i am gonna miss you like whoa. Plus ur asian soup is fucking amazing. Dont gamble to much and i love you! Ur comming home to CT with me!

I got home in about a day. No exams tomorrow (wed) I have two on thurs and then i come home. I cant wait to see mom. She is who i miss the most. Then i get to unpack my jeep and i go to work the next morning at 8am. Excited nervous just crazy. this is the beginning of my life and i dont want to fuck it up. ohhh also hanging out with a boy i met last summer... this could def turn into better things... dont want to jinks it or look into it right now. One i dont have time but i can have fun. Who knows what this summer has in store for us..??!!

One last note:

HAPPY 21st B-DAY BETHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tonight...

Sun, 15 May 2005 06:25:07 GMT

went to my first gay bar and it was a fucking blast!! Went with my gay b/f and we met ash adn her friends but other gay peopple thjere. I have 3 drinaks anda double shot. feeling awsome and then this dude wanted my number he was sawosme more about that story when i am more sober. Just wanted to docoument.

with 7 days left...

Thu, 12 May 2005 17:04:56 GMT

ohh man with 7 days left the partying has begun.. well last night it started. Ash's friend from PA is here. Totally awsome chic. So nice and down to earth. Started drinking as soon as her flight got in around 7. Gavin came down and we all chilled before going out to the bar. Of course drank and took shots before we left. Got there got some dude to buy us drinks and shots. Me and casey dancing while les and ash were getting shots. Meet gavin there. He bought us shots and i drank some more. By the end of the night les was complely gone. Umm lets see what else happened.... ohh yeah HUGE fight cops everything. Crazy shit. Casey fell casue her shoe got caught in the sidewalk... she wasnt as drunk as mush as les was. It was just a fucking awsome night. We all met back at the apartment and hung out. Took pics and shit and everyone left but me and john and we just chilled at the table downstairs and talked. Good times.

This weekend:

~Today working and mike is in boston
~going out to PROV
~Working on fri going out with mike
~Rachels house parties
~Working sat
~seeing mike?? either fri or sat
~Ash's Beer-B-Q on sat
~brunch on sun
~And it pretty jamed packed!

Sat, 07 May 2005 18:15:52 GMT

updating from mikes room.. let see what have been going on...
~ had a bbq last weekend awsome times
~ one more week of classes and then exams
~ went to longmedow and totally think i could of had a job there if i didn have one already
~ Start work on May 20th at 8 am
~ Come home may 19th after my last exam is at 12 30
~ Wahoo today...JWU form of spring week
~ Mike is comming up wed!!!!!!!!! so excited!!!!!!!!
Ok cant thing of anything else....

stolen from vanz duh duh duh....

Tue, 03 May 2005 03:28:06 GMT

*Thirteen random things you like*
1. My jeep
2. My sandals
3. My friends
4. My apartment
5. baking
6. my cell phone
7. CMAA
8. my bed
9. raspberry vanilla bean frap from starbucks
10. jeans hoodies and sneakers
11. postal service
12. My gay boyfriend
13. alcohol

*Twelve Good Friends* (no particular order)
1. joanie
2. candi
3. mike
4. mike
5. derek
6. lizzie
7. jenny
8. bethy
9. angela
10. megan
11. lezlee
12. raymi

*Eleven Good Artists/Bands*
1. The Killers
2. postal service
3. maroon 5
4. death cab for cutie
5. jimmy eat world
6. Green day
7. jet
8. sarah mclachlan
9. john mayer
10. norah jones
11. mercury program

*Ten Good Movies*
1. Saw
2. the notebook
3. Mean Girls
4. cruel intentions
5. Closer
6. 13 going on 30
7. talented mr. ripely
8. spanglish
9. how to lose a guy in 10 days
10. eternal sunshine

*Eight Favorite Foods*
1. Chicken salad sandwich
2. peanut butter
3. sausage peppers and onions
4. Bacon and cheese baked potato
5. chef salad
6. chicken
7. fruit tart
8. pizza

*Seven Things You Wear Daily*
1. Bra
2. undies
3. sandals
4. sun glasses
5. pants
6. rings
7. necklace

*Six Things That Annoy You*
1. giving papers at the last possible moment
2. customers
3. Red Sox fans who hate the Yankees (it's really immature and trust me i'll live)
4. not being on time
5. wearing your collar up!!
6. seeing chics cracks b/c their pants are sooo fucking low

*Five Things You Touch Daily*
1. cellie
2. My hair
3. A computer
4. My jeep
5. my keys

*Four TV Shows You Watch*
1. nip/tuck
2. life time movies
3. unsolved mysteries
4. oc

*Three Celebrities You Have a Crush on*
(I don't really have a crush, they're just hot in my eyes)
1. JOHNNY DEPP!!!!
2. Paul walker
3. jude law

*Two Things You Can't Live Without*
1. my computer
2. cellie/jeep

*Name One Thing You Want More Than Anything*
1. to succeed

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 17:02:21 GMT

American Cities That Best Fit You:

65% Denver

60% Atlanta

55% Austin

55% Las Vegas

55% New York City

Which American Cities Best Fit You?

stolen from tessa

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 04:49:55 GMT

What Icons are for you? by ladyallie
Username
Favourite Colour
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Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
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Fri, 15 Apr 2005 01:44:02 GMT

ryan and i at cozis.. candis taking the pic

Ashley and Casey at our 1st BBQ of the year!

Caseys Suprise 21st!

Casey adn her Stripper... haha

Me taking a pic while driving down 95 going to work...

stolen from marci

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 21:01:37 GMT

You scored as Lindsay Lohan. You are most like Lindsay Lohan... (some simliar feautures NOT IDENTICAL)

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Lindsay Lohan

94%

Ashlee Simpson

56%

Pamela Anderson

44%

Paris Hilton

38%

Michael Jackson

25%

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Thu, 14 Apr 2005 13:21:43 GMT

I went to the most AMAZING country club yesterday. Sean Connery is a fucking memeber..more on that later... but i just wanted to type some goals for myself...

Goals:
Kick ass at my job this summer
Go to Hawaii for CMAA next feb
Start networking
Get to the know the names of the prestigious clubs
Get my wedding planning certificate
Graduate
I will be head of F&B at at country club with in the next 5 yrs

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 19:52:40 GMT

1) First Grade Teacher: Miss Carlson
2) Last word you said: Are you ok?
3) Last song you sang: JImmy eat world- Pain
4) Last person you hugged: Christina
5) Last thing you laughed at: screaming outside the window from lizzies car at passing dudes
6) Last time you said 'I love you': to my mom
7) Last time you cried: when i came back here from ct after my spring break
8) What's in your CD player: Nip/tuck Soundtrack
9) What colour socks are you wearing: none wearing sandales
10) What's under your bed: nothing, here cause its a blow up air matress
11) What time did you wake up today: 7:54
12) Current taste: subway sandwich
13) Current hair: brown with red highlights, curly messy up in a clip
14) Current clothes: jeans sandales gray old navy shirt
15) Current annoyance: having to go to work, projects for class
16) Current longing: i have him
17) Current desktop picture: the beach
18) Current worry: acing my classes and keeping up my gpa
19) Current hate: that i have 4061 next tri and i have to take night classes
20) Story behind your LJ username: it was my email address. tasha actually set up the account for me cause that was when u needed a referal number or something
21) Current favourite article of clothing: my black GAP zip shirt
22) Favourite physical feature of the opposite sex: Hair, eyes, has weight to them
22a) Favourite physical feature of the same sex: umm i dont know
23) Last CD that you bought: Nip/tuck, the notebook, marron 5 and alanis... there was a sale and they were used...
24) Favourite place to be: my apartment, emerald square mall, outside when it is raining
25) Least favourite place: school
26) Time you wake up in the morning: different every day
27) If you could play an instrument, what would it be: well i used to play flute... if i could change clarinet
28) Favourite color: blue
29) Do you believe in an afterlife: yes
30) How tall are you: 5'7
32) Favourite book: anything by James Patterson or NIcholas Sparks
33) Favourite season: Spring
34) One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Zienka
35) Favourite day: Friday
36) Where do you want to go: To florida, Europe adn maybe arkansas
37) What is your career going to be like: Hopefully be in charge of F&B at a country club
39) What kind of car will you have: an updated version of my Jeep
40) Type a line you remember from any book: its a line from Susans Diaries for Nicholas... i cant find the quote right now but its damn good.
41) A random lyric: "im mr brightside"
42) Identify some things surrounding your computer: nailpolish, ruler, washcloth, necklace, pens, nail file, clip, a plant, wireless internet connection, candles

WHAT:

1. is your name: Crystle
2. is your nickname: Crissie, chris
4. is your favorite thing to do: shop or read
5. is your room like: messy/clutered
6. is your favorite drink: alcoholic- alambama slammer Non-alcoholic- crystal lite
7. is your car: 95 jeep charoke
8. is your job: right now- cashier at Party City. May-Assistant Snack bar manager at a country club
9. is your education: Finishing up Bachelors
10. is your favorite holiday: halloween or christmas

HAVE YOU:

1. Fallen for your best friend?: yes
2. Been rejected?: yep
3. Been in love?: i think so
4. Used someone?: everyone has in some way
5. Been used?: yeah
6. Done something you regret?: of course

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

10. You talked to?: joanie
12. You instant messaged?: derek
13. You yelled at?: don't remember
14. You laughed with?: joanie
15. Who broke your heart?: hmm...

DO YOU...

19. Color your hair?: yes i do
20. Have tattoos?: yes
21. Have piercings?: yes
22. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
23. Own a webcam?: no
24. Own a thong?: what chic doesnt?
25. Ever get off the damn computer?: hahaha do i have to...
27. Habla espanol?: a little

HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU...

29. Stolen anything?: yes
30. Smoke?: yes
32. Obsessive?: yeah with time and planning things out
33. Compulsive?: above
34. Obsessive compulsive?: HELLO
35. Panic?: yeah if i am late or gonna be late for something, if there is a lot of traffic
36. Anxiety?: not usually
37. Depressed?: i have my moments
38. Suicidal?: not usually
39. Obsessed with hate?: nope
40. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, gore?: umm no
41. If you could be anywhere, where would you be?: seeing my best friend mike in florida!
42. Can you do anything freakish with your body?: umm not really unless u consider laughing like roseanne bar freakish
43. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others?: Eyes or smile
44. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: yes
45. Would you marry for money?: not my first choice but it would be nice to know he is financially ok
46. Have you had braces?: yes
47. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: yes
48. Do you like hairy backs?: no def not!
49. Do you like hairy crotches?: no.. either bare or a very close trim
50. Could you live without a computer?: absolutely NOT
51. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc: aim
52. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: 137
53. If you could live in any past, where would it be: the 20s or 50s
54. Do you wear white socks?: when i wear sneakers
55. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: take them off
56. Your favorite fruit?: watermelon
57. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: wheat or 12 grain
58. What is your favorite place to visit?: home
59. What is the last movie you saw?: Fever Pitch
60. Are you religious?: not really
61. Are you photogenic?: hmm.. depends
62. Do you dream in color or black and white?: color
63. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: yes
64. Is it chipped or fresh?: fresh
65. Do you have any dimples?: yeah
66. Do you remember being born?: umm no...
67. Why do you take surveys?: boredom
68. Do you drink alcohol?: yeah usually from wed or thurs to sat
69. Did you like or do you dislike high school?: both
70. What is the best accent?: english
71. Who do you want to kiss?: someone that there name is 4 letters short but 7 letters when spelt out fully
72. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: sunsets most romantic
73. Do you want to live to be 100?: yes
74. Is a flat stomach important to you?: def not! the more stomach the better
75. Do you or have you played with a Ouija board?: yes.. haha in a graveyard in HS
76. Are you loyal?: yeah
77. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs?: for the most part
78. At home, do you like the lights on or off?: off... but dont mind a little light
79. Do you like your nose?: sure
80. Do you think you can draw well?: absolutely not
81. At what age did you find out that Santa Clause wasn't real?: 10
82. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: umm a lot.....
83. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety?: same sneakers or sandales
84. Do you write poetry?: yes from time to time
85. Snore?: yes hahaha
86. Do you sleep more on your back or front?: on my side or back
87. Cats/Dogs?: love cats!!
88. Do you lick stamps?: yes... if they are subway stamps... postal stamps no
89. Do you use an electric can opener?: no
90. Have you ridden in a hotair balloon?: nope
91. Do you talk to yourself?: omg yes all the time
92. Are you judgmental?: sometimes...

HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN...

93. Smoked your first cigarette?: 18
94. Got drunk for the first time?: 16
95. Smoked pot for the first time?: 20
98. Lost your virginity?: havent and thats fine with me.. doesnt mean i havent done other stuff tho... haha

can i show you how happy you could be?

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 04:40:10 GMT

I think about him from time to time. he just pops into my head and i smile. I talked to him today. it was def good. I wonder what it would be like today of he didnt move. I want to see him again... i can show him around providence. that would be awsome. it must be wierd reading this cause i mean i would think u would figure out it was you. haha sry its near 1 am and i cant sleep cause i just cant... but yet my bed sounds so refreshing... well till next time...

<3

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 02:45:51 GMT

Spell out your name & see what it means!!
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgemental.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
J - Jealousy.
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have a very good physical and looks.
W -You like your privacy .
X - You never let people tell you what to do .
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone

C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
R - You are a social butterfly.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
E - You are a very exciting person.

thoughts going through my head

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 19:03:33 GMT

It is so beautiful out today. The air smells good and there is a slight breeze which is also lovely. Decided to skip marketing b/c i got out of my contemp issues class b/c we had an exam. I wasnt going to stick around so we could sit at the comp lab and learn what we have been learning for the past week. So since it is such a nice day Ash and I decided to go out to lunch. We went to fresh city. It is soooo awsome there. The prices are ok. But the food is so healthy. The menu consists of salad, soups, wraps hot or cold, asian stir fry and smoothies... ohh and a salad bar to. Everything is made right in front of you and they also offer these pita chips which are quite excellent as well.

I dont know little things have been bugging me lately. Things arent what they used to be when we first moved into the apartment. I know over the past few months i have grown and i realized i want to get out adn know people more. I hate staying in now, doing the same shit night after night. It sucks when everyone around you hasnt turned 21 either. Its not the drinking factor of 21 but a lot of places wont let u in even if u arent 21 or not even going to drink. I dont know i guess ash has just shown me a different way of living the college life up. I mean we dont go out to get wasted all the time. We go out... play some pool, maybe have a beer or something meet some new people and hnag with old ones and go home. Sometimes tho i feel like i am ditching my roomates. Even tho i am not, well i dont think i am... they just dont get along with ash.. so what am i suppose to do about it? I am not gonna make them be friends or pretend that they like each other. But it feels so divided. I dont have that closeness anymore. Sometimes i feel like i am stranger in my own apartment. Like i dont belong. I dont know Maybe i am ready to graduate and just move onto getting a job. I guess we all have different views.. but i want to be the loud party girl that goes out and does crazy shit and wakes up in the morning and says holy shit did i just do that and not regret any of it, and then goes to class. College i guess is one of the times you can makes mistakes and get fucked up and say yep i lived life. I would have to say i havent lived life since freshmen yr spring trimester and i fucking miss it. I am starting to get it back now but sometimes u just want to go out with your roomates and go to a bar and have a fucking awsome times...like when we went to prime time at the begining of the yr. I dont know i guess i miss doing stuff but then again we dont have the same interests, views or hardly any of the same friends. I miss doing crazy shit with mike. Fuck this is suppose to be the times of our lives and i need to start living it up. 6 weeks left.

next weekend- candi and her sis are comming up.. partying of course and jimmy eat world on sat then partying afterwards

Weekend after that- spring weekend at Uconn??

thinking about going to flordia to see mike

i got it!

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 05:36:38 GMT

well i got the job at Tumblebrook country club! I start i believe on May 20th. Im excited. its management and thats all i know. We are suppose to work out the details this week. they are still formulating the position. Today tho i felt kinda sad. I dont know why. i mean i should be happy. I have 7 weeks of school left... not that i am counting or anything.. and i just landed an awsome job but something is just missing. i really wanted to just sit on the porch today adn stare out into space and write. I havent written in so long. I just cant figure out what i am missing and why i am sad.

*derek i have my 2 hr break tomorrow and we need to talk*!!!!

Ohh and its offical... all boys are gay.. legit are gay. yep they are..

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teresa 21st b-day!!

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